Loving VS Being in Love
http://www.whenrealityknocks.com/2006/03/06/loving-vs-being-in-love/

step out side, close the door, i guess i'll see you later on,even though i'll be gone,
this is where i still belong, can you tell by my demeanour i'm away, i can't waitand the only bus is way past late

it's not you, don't you see, if i don't leave now
i'll seal my fate cos we all want something greener there must be something greener...
all i wanted was to let it all outlet my hair down take a good look and see all i wanted was to show how i felt go a little mental, baby that's no big deal
small town, big dreams ... that's just me
i don't know, i don't care, if my curtains match my underwear
got the taste, i want more, it's the big bad world i'm starving for
if it's tough, then i'll be meaner
i can't breath it's like i'm half dead
i'm an ordinary weirdo in my head, not a freak
just a little lost and incomplete

can you tell by my demeanour, gotta find that girl have you seen her?
all i wanted was to let it all outlet my hair down take a good look and see
all i wanted was to show how i felt

go a little mental, baby that's no big deal small town, big dreams ... that's just me
so i gotta find out for my selfeven if it is my living hell

i gotta learn by my mistakes and prove that i wasn't crazy for believing that i might have what it takes

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